Sunday, July 8, 2012

July 8th 2012


Time is so precious.

The following is a ten minute freewrite about time and quality of time use.


There is so littke time that we are given to use in our lives. In this time we must complete are huge list of things to achieve. I could comeplte those things with a bad attitude ro I cuild challenge myself to  seek enyoyment from the process of the task and make the time I use much more valuable. Like my struggle to enjoy writing. There have been a few recent evenings when I sat down to write and bacuase I was tired I could not write anything worth the papter it ws inked on. I eventually had to decide how to use the evening in a quality manner and my best opition was to give my tired brain a rest . The next day I could, with a fresh mind, make heads and tails of my thgouts. I’m listening to Louise Armstrong sing while I write this. His gravely warm voice is adding to the enjoyment I am getting from this task of writing. I like jazz. I like vocal jazz. Anytime I get to be in the precsne live jazz and vocal jazz that time is felt to be of some of the greatest qulity. The times that I get to tear back all my layers of protectiona and truly speak with an open honest heart with my Lord are times that nothing could ever be worth more. God can always see my heart and element of it. But I often struggle to be truly honest. Opening the deepset parts of my heart is hard for me to personally do. It means I have to dig deep and look at my own self. Thankfully God is patient. Someday I will not have to be concerned about time anymore. In the Future there will be no “someday” there will be no day. Just pure heavenly eternity!!!! I hope that I can ride horses in heaven. There are many scriptures speaking of heavenly beings on the back of manificent horses. Time on horses I find to be worth more then money. So I dearly hope I will get to enjoy the activity of riding powerful equines in heaven. I pray that I can use my time. here on earth, in a way that pleases my Heavenly Father.


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I failed to write with out stopping :(  
I must try harder next time!!

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