Saturday, June 30, 2012

My Audience Evaluation


This Blackboard discussion illustrated a diverse range of personalities through questions and responses posted by us as classmates.

Several Q & A's posted to this thread reflected a group of individuals with a strong family orientation. Some indicated this through comments about present families, others with dreams of future spouses and children.

Personalities, with a God-based value system, were represented in answers depicting how God influenced their personal choices, values and worldview.

Obviously, this is a class of multi-tasking individuals. Many are managing several life roles, such as husband, father, wife, mother, sister, employee, or student.  Navigating these multiple roles can lead to stress.  In response to Lindsey Ferguson’s question, we all shared a common remedy: removing ourselves from the stress factor(s). Exercise, reading books, spending time with family, fishing, putting the situation in God's hands, playing video games and shooting guns were a few stress-reducing tools shared.

As expected, but reassuring to read, many of our questions and answers portrayed the personalities of industrious individuals. All having a common goal of improving personal lives through a pursuit of knowledge.

Elizabeth Clark's question about how past events defined our present characters initiated some intuitive answers. Recognizing how the past shapes our character requires an individual to evaluate inner feelings and emotions.


Conceptual and creative thinkers gave elaborate descriptions of the weapon they would be, and why, in response to Jacob gardener's question. I was surprised by the vivid details given by many classmates. This seems to hint that many of us have an imaginative mind. The question brought out contrasting offensive or defensive personality traits.

Answers to Nathan Hamilton's question of how we would spend a million dollars in a week provided insight into value systems, along with personality types. Some answered with accountant-like descriptions of how the funds would be allocated. Others responded with a bigger picture priority list, vague in terms of dollar amounts. This indicated “thinker” versus “feeler” personalities.

The values and dreams shared in our most recent discussion caused me to conclude that I’m in the “online” presence of some vary caring and passionate individuals.  Many of you are looking past your world to see how the lives of others might be affected.  Getting to know my classmates better has helped me gain a deeper sense of the real and interesting individuals in this class.  Although I miss the one-on-one interaction typical of a classroom setting, taking this course online has challenged me to effectively develop, and utilize, the voice I have in written word. 

Friday, June 29, 2012

June 29th


Concentration on writing and reading this evening is proving to be a difficult task. My mind’s ear keeps drifting to listen to an inner voice that is stress-fully venting about the dry, crisp pastures and hayfields at home. Soon, our cattle will be lumbering to the gate in search of their next meal. The hay we will be feeding them now was intended for the cold days of winter. As the hayfields are at a growth stand-still, this food source may not be replaced.
Many farmers who have a supplementary supply of hay are choosing not to sell the extra grass feed, for they are also wondering if this springs harvest of hay may be the only harvest taken for the rest of  the year..
As my inner voice wagers over this subject, another voice pipes into my thoughts. This voice brings my train of cognition back to the college class assignments at hand.
The stress I’m experiencing is due to concern about the unknown future. In the recent assignment context of “what I believe,” this worry sends me in search of counsel from the one who commands the skies.

I believe my Lord always provides.

Sometimes the forms of provision are not exactly what my simple human outlook would have in mind, but no matter the issue, God has, and will, always provide for my needs.
Mathew 6:27-34


27“And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life? 28“And why are you worried about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin, 29yet I say to you that not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. 30“But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more clothe you? You of little faith! 31“Do not worry then, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear for clothing?’ 32“For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33“But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
      34“So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.


My family and I will be searching for hay in preparation for what is looking to be a rainless summer. But I will be asking God to help me lay my cares before him. For what can a person gain by worry?

Thursday, June 28, 2012

June 28th


Thursday, June 28th

As the subject and examples of creeds continue to lumber through my thoughts, I commence a previous mental relation of creeds and their context to the inner core beliefs I hold about life. When writing the list of “I believe,” my self-analysis was completed with the thought process of “what do I believe about myself?” not “what do I believe about life?”
Today I contemplated actions and decisions I make on a daily bases that illustrate what I believe.

Here is an uncompleted list of decisions and actions I make in my life; decisions/ actions driven by inner core-beliefs about life.

I do not lie  
   Lying rarely has positive results.  A German found on this website (http://www.tentmaker.org/Quotes/international_proverbs.htmof) international proverbs proverbs states “A bad cause requires many words.” 

I complete tasks at hand as if my supervisor is always looking over my shoulder.

If a person’s motives and behaviors are good, this concept should is not negative. In a sense God is always watching my thoughts, attitudes, and actions over my shoulder. Because I look to the Lord as my supervisor this concept is more like guidance for my actions then a regulation. This concept helps deliver mental ease to my work day for I have nothing to hide. A few other co-workers of mine are always looking over their shoulder, watching for the “boss.” These coworkers find their workday to go-by very slowly.

I hold my tongue and thinking through my words

Working in an environment where news spreads like a grass fire gives me first hand experience with how distorted a statement can become.  As the “new kid” at the company of my employment, many people wish to share their opinion with me about “this person or that person.” This action is often done to try and persuade my view of the world to align with theirs. While these people’s words are very entertaining, my responses are always vague and I put very little stoke in what they speak.  Because I do not spread what I hear and because I do not add to this pool of gossip I have experienced ease at mingling in the many different workplace groups.  I have no “word of mouth” record of my thoughts about “this person or that person” tarnishing what could be a positive and influential future connection.

I display a good work-ethic

A good work ethic will take a person many places. Being willing to complete the jobs others avoid and  persistent to finish the task no matter how labor-some are two character traits I’ve found all my past and present managers to like.  My parents are the ones accountable for this character trait  my siblings and I display in our actions.
To be continued….

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

To add a bit of bliss to the evening

I'll savor a cup of coffee while absorbing the warm glow of candlelight.

Reminder

To self: 





"I believe" freewrite


I believe I am a good dancer because I’ve taken dance lessons and have been told many times that I have a natural talent. But I know deep down that it is because I have been dancing and whirling on my toes since the day I can first rememeber. It is not that I am good at first when I get out on htd floor, it is the many years that I have spent watching and feeling the movements of other good dancers that allows me to be a good dancer. Swing ballroom, waltzing, west cost swing, twostep, contra dancing and freestyle are all things I love. There is a senation that I get while dancing that comes from nothing else in life. The whole world melts away. Sometimes I will close my eyes while dancing and totally reliy on balance and the lead of my partern to guide me through the movements and steps of the dance. I never want to stop dancing. Only late ngiths I= and the fact that I must get up in the moring are the only things that make me come to the reality that I must stop and go home. I do not seek the dancefoor for attentions from men I seek the dance floor for the plave in life that it takes me and the way it gives my sould and heart a rest from the rest of the cares of the workd. I get to dance to music cuases my heart to yearn to live, Jazz, pop and other styels make my soul thrive. When the music is flowing through big good quality speakers I can heardly wait to nbegin swinging and living to the beats of the frums and the magnicifict bass. I love the acustice bass, I wish I could play the acustic bass I know a little but I really desire to play in a jazz band where the bass goes all voer the place with sincronizewd freedom. The deep wonderful sounds the bass makes reacheces deep down into my soul I’ve talked abput my soul and heart a lot but that’s becayse dancing touches my heart so

Word count: 360

I believe



  1. I believe I am a talented artist
  2. I believe I am a level headed person
  3. I believe I am a devoted sibling
  4. I believe I am a good dancer
  5. I believe I am good at patience
  6. I believe I am observant
  7. I believe I am a good friend
  8. I believe I am persistent
  9. I believe I am accountable
  10. I believe I am strong
  11. I believe I am God’s child
  12. I believe I am trusting
  13. I believe I am friendly
  14. I believe I am sometimes difficult
  15. I believe I am a good equestrian
  16. I believe I am a good employee
  17. I believe I am in love with nature
  18. I believe I am responsible
  19. I believe I am not over reactive
  20. I believe I am a good student
  21. I believe I am going to heaven by God’s grace
  22. I believe I am good with children
  23. I believe I am good at maintaining a farm
  24. I believe I am I good at reading
  25. I believe I am good at enjoying good quality food
  26. I believe I am good at taking care of myself
  27. I believe I am good at seeking out a healthy balance to many different situations of life
  28. I believe I am good at thinking outside the box
  29. I believe I am good at focusing on the positive
  30. I believe I am not emotionally driven
  31. I believe I am good at fishing
  32. I believe I am good at hunting
  33. I believe I am good at tracking

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Typology Insight


A slightly expressed introvert - What does that mean? This was the first question to go flying through my mind upon reading the results from my Jung Typology test. Myers-Briggs Personality Type Indicator (MBTI) defines the introvert as a person who: “prefers reflection over action, are attuned to inner world, prefer to communicate in writing, learn best through mental practice and reflection, are private and contained, [and] enjoy working alone or in pairs.”
Critically thinking through my actions and other people’s behaviors is a habit I frequently practice, although the preference to communicate in writing does not apply at present.  

A friend once told me she had analyzed my behavior in a group setting.  From her observation, my mannerism was relaxed and expressive when with familiar acquaintances.  However, when an unknown participant came into the setting, my behavior was quickly transformed into that of a poker player. Very little information came from me until I had gained a sense of the basic personality traits the new individual possessed. One key reason writing challenges me is the void of visual evaluation of my audience. This has a major influence on how I express myself.
My second typology indicator from the test was: distinctly expressed intuition.
The MBTI definition of intuitive is a person who prefers general concepts/ high-level plans, is oriented to future possibilities, value imagination, see trends and patterns in specific data, move quickly to conclusions, follow hunches, and trust inspiration.

Knowledge is often gained, for me, through the connection of observed behaviors to those of previously formed thoughts or ideas.  Sometimes this logic occurs on “my feet”, but a high percentage of the time, new information is connected to the old in a logical process. Moving quickly to conclusions is possible because there are patterns in many different aspects of life.

Next was the result of “moderately expressed thinking”. Who wouldn’t be pleased to have this personality type indicator?  Likely, this resulted from me over-thinking the Jung type test-questions. Every time an inquiry or statement is before me, thoughts of “what is the hidden concept?” start running through my mind.  Rarely do I take statements or questions at face value, which has pros and cons.   For example, I am often able to identify hidden motivators behind actions, behaviors, or statements.  On the other hand, I routinely form views about situations when secondary opinions are not needed.  In my writing, I organize thoughts by writing controlling questions and statements in the format of an outline. After answering the prompts, I am able to compose a paper with a more cohesive flow. This structure matches what the Jung typology-indicator definition states about INTJ personality type. I prefer to have the big picture in mind and the building blocks in place.  Focus can then be given to details and supporting ideas, with the result of a consistent message.

Lastly, is my indicator type of “distinctively expressed judging.”
My first reaction was: “I’m not sure anyone would want to be acquainted with a distinctively expressed judger”. But, personal opinion should be formed only after consideration. Being able to make sound judgments is a very useful tool. In the process of training horses, I have practiced the habit of responding quickly based on judgments of the horse’s actions. Here, judgments are formed by physical observation. Forming judgments through written word, however, differs greatly from in-person communication.

Type indicators all play a major roll in shaping the voice on paper that Peter Elbow wrote of in his article “Freewriting” ~“In your natural way of producing words there is a sound, a texture, a rhythm--a voice--which is the main source of power in your writing.” To develop this voice, I will practice, via written word, what I find so natural when face-to-face with a friend.